Self-combustion? Timed? In shamanic psychology ...
Self-combustion? Timed? In shamanic psychology ...
Setting fire to oneself? Escape or choice?
With the repeated intention that becomes mechanical, a habit is built that can be called an automatic program recorded in the unconscious as voluntary self-programming.
Such a program is a voluntary intention, therefore aware of giving a direction to oneself regarding the purpose of the program.
The program of canceling personal thinking is a desired and constructed detachment to isolate oneself, immerse oneself in a state of suspension, cancellation of every desire, perception, emotion.
The desire to “be nothing” is a thought-desire to be nothing.
A pursued, desired desire to be BEYOND being there.
But still to live within a lack of thoughts, concentrated on that place that lives itself as nothing.
Such a place is the intimate sensation of detachment, peace, absence of individuality but also contemplation and affirmation of the state in which one finds oneself.
Satisfaction, practical verification of suspended abandonment, verification of a goal achieved that becomes subjective confirmation.
Practical proof of what one is and is experiencing.
Awareness of a state self-constructed in one’s own image.
But it is an awareness that certifies itself.
It is an awareness that affirms its own project, but is not aware of having removed the personal content of its own legacy-unconscious.
Now all personal energy is used to DAMAGE one’s nature in favor of a desired personal construction project for a strong need for SELF-IMPROVEMENT beyond what one has NOT accepted about oneself.
There are no places of serenity or bliss with the power to “change” oneself for the better with the sole desire to live that desired reality.
It would be like building a dream and living it as if it were a personal objective reality: a legitimate, but deceptive and illusory, deception of autosuggestion.
Gian Berra.
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